Saturday

I am not behaving like I normally do today, and I know for sure why. :x

Letting go of my control was good. But the feeling was intoxicating- I now want more.
The liberation was healthy, and am looking forward to feeling more of this.
Am I at wrong?
My youthful hormone is oozing.

emotion, wtf?
Perhaps Dexter was right. It will be so much easier without feeling, right?

11.31

It has been a hard week. How the hell I just found out about my grades? I have no one to blame, except for myself. It's just disappointing how the mistake I had commit in the past has its effect repels on the present-- a nicely laid out path I was confident to be the golden entry for the next couple of years.

Miracle, of you're around, please come around this one time. I need this bad.
Archangel Josephine, I need you. I am calling out to you,now.
Universe, conspire for me :)




PS: this was a beautiful moment. Where are we now?

Ted

Just so you know,
Im head over heels on you.
35 Year old me will be all about you,- oh even now!



(My letter to the Goddess of Love-II)

Please grant me this wish to have an all-in-one package of a male being and I will then chrish your entrusted being, til eternity <3

existence

I thought you were long gone
I thought you were eliminated
I thought you were almost non-existent, except living in parallel world where paths dont cross

Your sudden reappearance squeezed the remnants of my emotional side.

(being human)

0

appreciation, are you around?

today

Mutualism is not what I after, securing my perimeter is.
You crossed the line, even wanting more.
What are you?
I have my own things to settle. Your matter was petty. Not saying mine is any more holy, but I thrive for my causes.
Staying on the bottom of the food chain is not going to lead you anywhere. But to think further, I was too-- waiting for the things befallen on me,before I finally react out of desperation and worries.
Maybe the thin line seperates us is pride in our own self and works produce.