So, I spent my Saturday Night at home, mugging for Chemistry. Spent some quality time with BF over the Skype. Things are better now, I know where we are and where are we on my priority map. It was difficult to swallow, but it has to go on~
Been talking of what we have been lacking behind and painful hit of realization. I realized that we are not as contented as how we liked to be, there are major foundation things to be settled, and also matching his and my expectations. As of now, we are still adjusting the mid point as to how much we can push forward/tolerate/put-in effort. The measures are good, but the next step may lead to "why do I willing to sacrifice only this much?. Is it because there is no motivational motive anymore/not in the current priority/else?". Im not sure if Im ready to swallow it all. The most painful thing might be thee fear of hurting you instead getting hurt. Guilt haunts me twice as much :\ Maybe I can call it "komplikasi a good lover" ha!

Sunday is well spent. Currently studying Accounting for the Midterm and quiz tomorrow. I cant imagine how busy life would be like in the upcoming weeks. My fingers are crossed, hoping for the best to happen- smooth sailingly and peacefully.
Brunch was late, at 3pm. Had an English Breakfast. The new sausage tastes so soft, but SALTY ~.~
Not looking forward for accounting tomorrow, Im not sure why. I should be back on my studies,

XOXO